Just Checkin' In
It's been a while since I have been here, on this anonymous blog I have created. I wanted to check in. I'm not sure if there is anyone actually out there reading my writings, but a part of me hopes there is. If you are here, Hello! I am grateful for you and I hope I help you in some way--wether that be therapy, entertainment, inspiration, you need someone to feel for; whatever tickles your fancy.
Writing gets me through the worst of my feelings. However, I have a bad habit of letting it go to long. I will write until my fingers/hands hurt and my brain is foggy; but at least my heart feels lighter, and I feel whole, again. Once I feel better I go months without writing--or talking really--I bottle it all up and I don't even realize I am doing it half the time. It's not until my heart is heavy, and my brain is exhausted once more, that I pick up a pen--or my laptop.
After all that you can probably guess I am here because I am down once more. So I am just here writing to check in, on both you and me really, and hopefully now that I have recognized my own downfall, I will get better at preventative care. I also really want to write a book one day, and hopefully both you and I will stick around for that.
Sending all my love and thanks out to you, xoxo.
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